Tle flow has reverted

I've been thinking lately, am i the only one shouting desperatly for love, of course not... there are many people that are worse than me, even some that want to suicide just because people regect them or plainly don't give a shit about them, and here i am talking about wanting love, not just regular love that you can find like the love a kindergarden kid has for flower or a mom for her child or even the love between friends, i want that love that turns my senses upside down and make me go the clowds, sigh everytime the other party crosses my mind or when his name is pronounced... I want to see the world painted in pink or vivide colours, i want to cry tears after a fight and then have the make up situation, i want to have a date and the day before, die of anxiety because i don't know what to wear (well that happens all the time but whatever!), i want to fill that person's face with kisses, hug tightly like the world was made just for us to be like that, as if the time had stoped that precise moment, i want to get jealous cuz an ex-girlfriend has apeared, i want to pass a whole night crying and the next day wake up with my eyes looking like a golden fish, i want all good and bad thing that a realatioship can have, i want to be in heaven and hell all together.
But everyone says that it would come with time, but how long more i have to wait? how much must i scream and pount so i can finaly have it? I dont ask for a prince in a white horse (not at all, if it was a japanese with rastas in a light green "carocha" it would be totally awesome) but i just wanna a plain guy that can make my heart thump and make me blush to the ears and kiss me when i last wait for...

Is it too much of an ask?